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Smutty song

Once upon a time Angel wrote the famous Lockdown series - ok, all of you know it's one of my favorite stories, in fact I think if I had to spend the rest of my life on a desert island with only 10 fics this would be the first to be chosen. Whatever, what you probably don't know is that its last chapter touched me deeply. Why? Because it's B/K; because it's beautifully written; because it's canon; because it's the perfect ending for her fic, and also because it's a songfic. Yes, I love songfics a lot, and this one involves Only when I lose myself, from my beloved Depeche Mode. Hey, don't you remember it? Not a problem, here it goes, kids.




Depeche Mode - Only when I lose myself

It's only when I lose myself in someone else
That I find myself
I find myself
It's only when I lose myself in someone else
That I find myself
I find myself

Something beautiful is happening inside for me
Something sensual, it's full of fire and mystery
I feel hypnotized, I feel paralized
I have found heaven
There's a thousand reasons
Why I shouldn't spend my time with you
For every reason not to be here I can think of two
Keep me hanging on
Feeling nothing's wrong
Inside your heaven

It's only when I lose myself in someone else
That I find myself
I find myself
It's only when I lose myself in someone else
That I find myself
I find myself

I can feel the emptiness inside me fade and disappear
There's a feeling of contentment now that you are here
I feel satisfied
I belong inside
Your velvet heaven

Did I need to sell my soul
For pleasure like this
Did I have to lose control
To treasure your kiss
Did I need to place my heart
In the palm of your hand
Before I could even start
To understand

It's only when I lose myself in someone else
That I find myself
I find myself
It's only when I lose myself in someone else
That I find myself
I find myself


You know, this song makes me want to be hugged every time I listen to it. If David Gahan, its singer, could do that while singing it to me I'd be obscenely happy. Here's a photo of him that makes me drool. A lot.

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I really hope this song can inspire drabbles, ficlets, fics, photo manips, icons and vids, not only about Oz but from different fandoms and pairings. Smut Day is about that, dudes *g*

If you want to listen to it here's YouSendIt link to download the song. Enjoy!

Comments

callmeri
Apr. 20th, 2005 12:21 pm (UTC)
Oh man, I actually *cried* when I read this one. I still remember the day she posted it to the TS list, and I sat there, stunned, after reading it. I think we had a Meloni chat that night, or a few nights later, and I gushed to her for like an hour about it. *g*

Definitely one of my all-time favorites, too. And the song is *so* perfect.
adrianabr
Apr. 20th, 2005 12:43 pm (UTC)
I didn't cry but it left me wordless, wondering how a person can write something so perfect and beautiful!!!